This song was written with Kat in mind.
Hope:
Trying to learn wrong from right
trying to find my light
I'm not getting any nearer
things aren't getting any clearer
I look in the mirror
and what do I see
I see me
tears running down my face
trying to win a race
against the speed of light
'cause it's running away from me
getting harder and harder to see
but still I fight
Sometimes I wonder what for
I don't know what is in store
Feels like I'm falling down
I don't want to hit the ground
seems like no ones around
to hear me scream
life is mean
but I am not alone
not one have my friend have gone
I hope to the the gods
that they don't leave my side
as I dread the deadly collide
I'm scared to look down
So instead I look around
and see all the friends I've found
I now know not one of them would leave
me
suddenly that light isn't so hard to
see
and I'm not afraid
they give me their aid
I find hope in them
and I want to begin again
the light is within you and me
I think I'm finally starting to get it
and the rage and fear that filled, me I
can start to forget it
I am safe
And though some things are still a
mystery
I think that's they way they will
always be
not everything is black and white
in fact stuff like that is rare in life
but I can get through the strife
I am not alone